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I am such an evil cow!!!

I told dp about the +ive OPK on Monday and yesterday and last night he came out with..... 'I don't think I could raise a laugh at the moment let alone anything else, unless you want to try and take advantage of me'. I think I slammed the cupboard door at that point and walked away from him. It was easier than getting into an argument that whenever I get a +ive OPK he is ill. Well about 9:30 he went back to bed, I didn't go till about 12:30. I got into bed and he was snoring! I tossed and turned for a bit, went to the loo twice and then thought to myself 'no we haven't had sex for 6 days, he needs to get the old ones out'. So I leaned over him and started playing!!! Anyway, cut a longish story short, we 'did the deed'. So I can't moan at him to much, except I'll do the same again tonight and tomorrow!!!!

Yesterday cd 11 I got a +ive OPK, I should be happy but dp has caught A's cold and to then top it off we haven't had sex for 6 days.

I am so pissed off.

He hasn't gone into work today and you can guarentee I'll get another +ive OPK today. And he won't want to have sex tonight either.

Each month it seems my chances of EVER getting pregnant are getting slimmer and slimmer.

I just want to give up

Ok since last entry...

Doesn't really matter when we bd'd after the last entry as I came on on Abigail's Birthday. Bled for 2 days yet again, so don't know what the hell is going on. Phil said it could be because I have been worrying so much about work, the interview, my leg, the fact I have no money coming in and I'm still having to pay out £73 a week in rent. He also had a go at me about not eating as he realised that after I have cooked their dinners I'm not sitting with them to eat saying I am eating in the office but twice he walked in and I wasn't.

He knows I am also wound up about certain other things but Tj can go screw herself.

Abigail's party went well, Karen did well with everything.

Well I suppose I should start off by saying still don't know anything about the job.

Bd'd on cd 3, 7, 8, 10, 12, 15, 17, 18 and 21 so far. But as per normal looks like we may have missed ov as OPKs were +ive on cd 10, 11 and 12 again. Strange as I got 3 +ives last cycle too.

K&A finally went home on 23rd and are due back tonight, but as of yet they haven't arrived.

Ph has had to take a long weekend of this weekend so he was off on Thu, Fri and is off tomorrow and Tues.

My leg has been pretty painful since physio on Thurs, but Baileys and painkillers are good combination.

Tj s ...

Well hello there!!

Ok, so I have picked myself up dusted myself off and am back on track for this time around.

Thank you Genie for what you posted.

Right then cd 10 today and due to start OPKing.

So far, even though K & A have been here all week, we have bd'd on cd 3, 7, 8 & 10. Can really tell that Phil has had a long weekend off from work this weekend!!

Had my interview at work for the appointments office on Friday, and was told would either hear from them on Friday afternoon or this morning. Until now I haven't heard from them, now I just wanna know!!!! lo ...

Well this is going to be the last entry under cycle 72.

NO THERE IS NO BFP THIS CYCLE

And there probably won't ever be one.

I'm getting too old and long in the tooth to carry on doing this for the next 12 months. The way I am feeling right now I just want to crawl into a corner with a DO NOT DISTURB sign around my neck.

FFS I am going to be 36 in 5 months time, what life am I going to be able to offer a child then?

Everybody keeps saying 'it'll come' , 'you'll be pregnant soon' , 'patience'. I am now not so sure.

Happy New Year!!

Well nothing from her since, I don't think! I can't remember! Not that I'm too bothered about it.

P was in work on Christmas Eve, so I went and got him a MP3 for his present. He was well chuffed with it. He also had a £25 iTunes Voucher, a Mobile (off K), Slippers (off A), a cig case of K & M and a mug off Ki that says 'Make mine a Tea, 2 Sugars, Milk'.

We had a Cafetiere off L.

I had a Tom Tom, and MP3 off Ph. A full length mirror, Bones season 2, Greys Anatomy Seasons 1,2 and 3, and a box of Baileys truffles off K & A. A m ...

Tuesday ~ Went to Knee clinic, I was offered a sicknote but as I am bank staff no point as I don't get paid for being off sick. I have to have an MRI scan done on knee as it was too painful for him to examine. Went back to work after the appointment and got told off by boss, after she stopped laughing!! Was supposed to have been taking Kim & Enrique to Airport but couldn't as not allowed to drive. So they had to get a taxi! Ahh shame!!

Wednesday ~ Didn't go to work, took 45 mins to walk Abigail to school.

Thursday ~ Had sex, wednesday night/thursday morning, bloody painful! Went to work and back in Taxi. I am a liar, I went to town to get a pair of trainers first and then it took me an hour to get to work.

Friday ~ ...

I slipped down the grass verge by Karen's yesterday (Sunday) with a Calor Gas Bottle in hand and my body went one way and my knee went the other!!!! Spent 4 hours at A&E today to be told I haven't broken my knee which they could fix, but rather that I have torn the cartilage. So my leg is in a cricketbat splint and I have a set of crutches. So I have to go back to the hospital tomorrow to the Knee clinic (who will hopefully refer me for treatment at work, as he also works there!!!!) I have also chipped my jawbone as this hit the cannister.

Oh chit, I have just realised I haven't got any Christmas presents yet and it's going to be fun trying to go shopping on crutches!

I spent last night sleeping on the armchair as I couldn't get back i ...